Lies...

I had enough of these lies and empty promises you gave me already

-SCREW IT-

There goes the day

Today was totally fucked. Making wrong choices, leading to stupid outcomes. All i can do is blame myself for being such an idiot. I dont know what you're thinking in ur mind. All i wanted to do is help but everything was screwed... My mood to study was gone...FML!

-Exploitation?! My foot...-

Down

Fuckin demoralised. Essay=CRAP. Compre=CRAP. GP=Super CRAP. Should i continue JC or just go Poly? I really don't know if I had made the right choice to come JC...

-"Why are you here? How did you get in here in the first place?"-

WTF srsly...

FML SRSLY!!!!

In this CT, i've got U for both my H1s (GP & Econs)...

Econs, i've srsly got no idea what is it abt, lectures and tutorials are completely useless to me. Dont even know how to apply the fucking theory to the qns. fuck u ravi...

GP, luckily Mr Wee took us this yr. Great teacher he is. But i juz cant get myself to start working on GP. He's preach was kinda demoralising. 3 potential uni students in my class out of 23 he predicted. I srsly need to brush up my language skills if not... sigh

Always wanted tuition like other classmates who had tuition for all subjects, but i think it'll just increase my parents' burden. So i always tell myself to study hard but i'll juz procrastinate all this shit. :[

-fucking pissed with myself >:C-

General Paper...

Yesterday.. monday... We had our 2hrs GP lesson... Obviously its gonna be a compre or eesay to be done... In the end we had to do an essay.... The 12 qns are so difficult... I was so lost and didnt know what to write about... After i have chosen the qns and started writing... halfway through i found out that i got nothing much to write!!! I stoned at the paper for several minutes... In the end, i managed to crap out something and reach the word limit... Sianz... So doomed... Needa read more newspaper alrdy... I've been saying that to myself for many times but still not done yet.... Sigh...

- I want GP tuition!!! If not i'm screwed man!!!-

Damn....

....-I really hate my sister-....

Econs-Maddness

I've spent the whole sunday studying econs todae.... Woke up at ard 10am++ then finished up my physics FA on Thermal Physics... (Hate thermal physics to the core... bunch of formulas which I dont know when to apply)...Sianz.... Had lunch and use the com till 3pm... Finally, started reading my econs notes on Price Equilibrium onwards.... I was damn pissed with the woman on the opposite block singing karaoke... It was totally karaoke FAIL!!! It had made my ears 'bleed' so badly!!! DAMN!!! Can't freaking concentrate.... Feel like falling aslp as I was reading my notes... In the end, I can't take it anymore and went to sleep....Set my alarm to 4.30pm but ended up waking at 5pm...WTH!?... Finally, the bitch had stopped and I can concentrate on reading my notes....hahas... I was so pissed bcoz i dont know how to do the econs tutorial and i can't understand some concepts....

A BIG Thank You to Jasmine for teaching me how to do the econs tutorial.... I can feel the bulb light up above my head, felt enlightened.... hhahas (i'm crapping again).... Also, feel so proud of myself coz I got the hang of it quite fast...hahas...